I saw a funny thing today on Facebook which said, “Men: If you ever
wanna know what a woman’s mind feels like, imagine a browser with 2,857
tabs open. All. The. Time.” And while that crazy tendency to think,
imagine, create, obsess, worry over a thousand things all at the same
time can be true at many times of any given day in my own life, women
are, I believe, actually quite simple to please at heart.
Ultimately, like Damien points out in the introduction to his own
post, each of us are just another human being “wanting to know that I am
safe, that I am appreciated and
loved for who I am.”
I’ve still got plenty to learn myself on this tricky but magical but
challenging but thrilling path of forging and maintaining relationships,
but here’s what I’ve treasured most from the times I’ve been so
fortunate to love and be loved.
1. Get Naked with Me
Not just in the literal sense (although
that would also be fantastic!). I have loved most the men who have dared
to be vulnerable—and I say ‘dared’ because I think to show yourself honestly is an act of tremendous courage and strength. We don’t all want or need infallible superheroes. I just want to see you for you and as you—the amazing stuff, bad stuff, silly stuff, strong stuff, embarrassing stuff.
This isn’t about prying into your private
inner life, it’s about understanding what makes your heart soar (and
helping to give you extra big wings for it) and discovering what it
really is that has birthed all those other things in and about you that
I’ve fallen in love with.
Talk to me, share with me what you’re
excited about, get mad and frustrated if I don’t understand or agree
sometimes, don’t be afraid to be excited about something in front of me,
let your face spontaneously contort into a million different
expressions without trying to mask it into a placid something that you
think I’d want to see. Just be you.
2. Tell Me I’m Beautiful
And no, this isn’t about reassuring me
that “my bum doesn’t look big in this dress” or telling me my new
haircut looks great. I am glad when you tell me that I’m beautiful, but
really, I love it more that you appreciate the things that have nothing
to do with what I look like—my passion, my weird interests, my
friendships, my wounds, my histories, my triumphs.
I feel most loved when you tell me that
I’m beautiful when I know I’m at my most unkempt; when I’ve been so
deeply engrossed in whatever I’m doing, loving, creating, living that I
haven’t even realized that there’s now ink all over my face and my hair
needs a wash.
More often than not, I have fallen in love with you for so much more than your beautiful face—your
energy, your talent, your humor, your many quirks, the cheeky glint in
your eye, your passions, the way you light up when you’re extolling the
virtues of deep-fried foods. I hope more than ever that I have captured
your heart in the same way.
If I have, please let me know; this is what will make me feel my most beautiful.
3. Let Me Know I’m Part of Your Life
Us girls love to talk, but this isn’t
just about long conversations. Stay in touch with me and let me know
that I am a part of your life, not just someone you meet up with for
dinner and a sleepover. Remember the things I care about and bring these
aspects into the time you do spend with me.
This could be something as simple as
knowing that I like nature and taking me for a walk in the woods. Send
me a little unexpected text message in the middle of the day to say
hello. Pluck me a wildflower just because. Take note of a cool quote
from my favourite author that you just stumbled upon and email it to me.
Remember that I had an important meeting this morning and ask me about
it when you see me.
Let me know that even if we don’t have
long conversations, the things that I do tell you stick and are
important for you because they’re important to me.
4. Let Me Cry
Because I will panic sometimes. I will
cry. I will sink into a dark, depressing, heavy place. Things will upset
me more than they should and I may fall apart. Please don’t belittle
the hurt or tell me that I’m just being silly or that “it’s not that
bad”. I just want someone to hold me, kiss the tears from my eyes,
stroke my hair, listen to my anxieties and tell me that I will be okay.
Even if you don’t know how it’s going to be okay, even if you don’t really know what I’m so sad about, just hold me, breathe into the pain with me,
tell me that you will love me through this. Sing me a song, make me a
sandwich, help me to fall asleep again—let me know that it’s okay to be
where I am now but also reassure me that you believe in me and my
strength to pull through this.
Please understand that I will be okay and
I will get through this. I am not expecting you to fix things for me
but it makes a world of difference for me just to know that you
understand I’m hurting, that you’re letting me be in this place for a
while and that you’ll still be there when I come out.
5. Leave the Door to Your Cave a Little Ajar
I know that sometimes, when the world
gets too big and heavy and difficult, you too would like to withdraw and
go into a quiet place all alone.
I understand that and I respect it and
will love you through all the time that you’re there. I ask only that
you leave the door to the cave a little ajar, just so I can come in
sometimes just to be with you and see your lovely face.
I won’t tread heavily or make a sound. We don’t need to utter a word to each other. Just let me know that you know
that I’m there, that you haven’t forgotten and that you know I’m always
just outside the cave entrance, not far away, if only for a cuddle or a
bowl of ice cream or a big long hearty talk if you want it.
Care for me in turn by not pushing me
away. Love me just by knowing and acknowledging—if only by a silent
gaze—that I am here for you, I love you, I care for you.
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